I misunderstood a couple of things. So I left that entry open for hours, staring and re-reading, trying to get my head around it.
Seriously, what he wrote feels like a small breakdown to me.
I'm not saying it's perfect, but I did my best to translate it.
I think it's pretty accurate other than 3 small parts for which I have notes as well.
I think more people should read this, because I feel like this was the closest entry to his real self we've seen. idk.
If you're interested, it's here @ my lj.